Breaking Bad
It’s nice to finally be invited to the party. Honestly, I
never intended to watch Breaking Bad. However, I can’t go to Grantland, or
listen to music on Spotify without being inundated with images of a glowering
Walter White. Even my Stephen Colbert video this week included Bryan Cranston.
So, I figured it was time to start watching.
The strange thing about starting Breaking Bad now is that I
know the trajectory. I know that he becomes evil. Of course, we also know when
we start a Dickens novel that things are going to work out, even if it takes
some chicanery to get there. So, I suppose it isn’t ruined that much.
What struck me about the first episode, (and I realize that
to write about a show after watching one episode is hubristic, akin to reading
three chapters of Infinite Jest and making pronouncements about the novel. This
is the age of serialization, when we understand that television shows have
longs arcs. There was a time when each episode was supposed to be
self-contained and larger structures were near obsolete) is the dark side of
Walter White bubbling to the surface immediately. I read a piece by Chuck
Klosterman asserting that the first episode made you have to root for Walter
White. I don’t know if I buy that.
What troubles me about Walter, right off the bat, is the
thin line that he crosses almost immediately into being bad. The awakening that
he describes after receiving new of the inoperable lung cancer is precisely the
sort of awakening that most of the major religions shoot for. And yet, the
purpose of spiritual practice, one way or another, is generally to become a
better or more peaceful member of society. The “awakening” that occurs in Walter
is precisely the sort of thing that, full admission here, I hope never happens
to me. I’d be lying if I said I haven’t had moments where I wanted to assault
someone in public for being an asshole. Not the sort of thing with nuance,
accidentally being cut off or something, but someone behaving or saying things
that are patently unacceptable for general human conduct. Now, we’ve agreed as
a society that these sorts of slights or grievances are best left alone, or, if
very bad, settled in a court of law. And yet, I found my heart pounding with
perverse joy as Walt beat up the random teen in the store. Who hasn’t wanted to
do that? How refreshing! How troubling.
The same thing applies to Walt keeping the secret of his
cancer and meth cooking from his wife. Right off the bat we see a tacit
admission on his part that his actions are wrong and must be hidden. And yet,
who doesn’t want to hide the worst or less desirable parts of themselves? We do
it on a daily basis, all be it, I hope, to a lesser degree.
I suppose what I’m getting at is that this show seems to
affirm the darker parts of our nature. I’ve long claimed in numerous
discussions with S that art has no greater responsibility than to be true to
the story. Happy endings, sad endings, are pretty much immaterial. It’s whether
they honor the material. And yet, as I listen to proclamation after
proclamation of BB being the greatest show ever, I’m starting to wonder if
that’s true.
I’m willing to consider the fact that a large portion of the
population is just made up of people who are better than I am—more grounded,
fun loving, able to separate a good television show from the moral choices that
happen day to day. And, if that’s the case, perhaps BB is the best drama ever.
If I’m not the only one who harbors a secret self who wishes ill to every
person who cuts him off and wants to haul off and punch people on the sidewalk,
well then, I’m not quite sure what it would mean if BB is indeed the best drama
ever. I suppose all I’m saying here is that one episode in, my sincere hope is
that the answer is no.
I'm not quite caught up with the show (though I'm close), but one of my favorite things about BB is the moral complexity of the characters and events. It's not simply a show about a good man's decent into evil, his reassignment from "good man" to "evil man". Walt does cross lines, in various ways throughout the series, but those lines are sometimes fuzzier than one might expect.
ReplyDeleteI don't think the show attempts to separate its content from day-to-day moral choices. Rather, it exposes those choices through its content, putting them into sharper focus. I'd say BB is a show about chance and choice - the difficult moral dilemmas life throws before us and the consequences of our choices.