The story was, in that time such stories were considered far
more normative than they are now, and one wonders, now and again, whether just
exactly why such stories were bandied about then as though they were truth.
But, to be fair, one need only sit up a few nights by themselves and listen
closely to the creaks of a tree outside a window, or a car door shutting in the
distance, and then see which roads down which the mind meanders to know that
enough darkness, enough silence would find us all believing in a sort of magic
.
The king was reputedly a handsome man. It’s hard to tell
with kings. He may have had a tongue that he couldn’t put back in his mouth
like that fellow from France, but not a person would have spoken of it in his
sort of kingdom, where the king was more god than king.
The king would depart from his ornate throne room to speak
with the Lord during the most taxing of times. He crossed over into the Holy of
Holies via a brief walkway, illuminated with the six winged and eyed angels
keeping watch from the floor below. No one ever knew what the king talked about
with the Lord, whether it was the Rule of Law, dividing up what had been
learned with the prophets from what had been learned from Christ. Did Christ
ever come to these meetings? Was the sort of question that everyone asked
themselves in the quiet of their room without being brave enough to inquire.
In the first year of his reign the king approached the Holy
of Holies with trepidation, going to speak to the Lord in fear and trembling,
nearly wetting his robes that first time as he crossed the threshold.
By that point it was fair to say that the two, or rather
four, though we were never clear on that had become friends. And the king would
disappear into the Holy of Holies with a backgammon board and fresh mutton. We
were always careful to offer him the best before he entered, for we all knew
the story of Cain and Abel, and wanted to assure that the last of our kings,
the Holy one, would not be found wanting in the sight of the Lord.
He needed to take a wife, this was well known and talked
about.
The year 989 was the last that we saw our beloved king, and
the last we were to hold onto the city,
the jewel of the ancient world. After his disappearance it was no wonder that
the council lost its nerve, and the military men decided to abandon us for
easier fare.
Had any of us known what would have befallen our king we’d
not have allowed him to ever step foot inside the Holy of Holies. It was said
that our God was a jealous God, but I fear we did not know how jealous. The
king had been carrying his backgammon board, dressed in a shoddy white robe
when last the servants saw him.
We learned to doubt more after that year when it became
clear that we weren’t all to be saved, that it was only the king, only the
chosen one who would walk away on his own two feet.
It was said that when the Emperor finally achieved the
status of Godhood, that rather than ascend into heaven, he descended into the
depths of hell, and brought back the men who had been the scourge of the city
on his final days because he did not want their punishment to be as light as it
had been had it only gone on for eternity.
The three men called back from hell were initially thankful,
and agreed that the emperor had done them a considerable favor in bringing them
from eternal torment back to the land of the living.
The emperor now made God grew strange after the first week,
asking that all the serpents in the land be brought to him, and when we
complied, he set them all free after a brief talk. We’d expected something more
dramatic than that, a hellfire and brimstone speech, a meteor called down from
the heavens to imprint his name upon the earth. He explained to us that the
Spirit only came forth from the Father, and that Justinian had proved it
himself in heaven seventeen years after his death after winning a very heated
round of poker with Saint Peter. Most of the stories he told us were
implausible, though we all lived in fear of him and accepted his stories as
true. He told us that the rains would not come this season, but that they’d
come the year after, but that it was but a waste anyhow, as it would be best if
folks like us would store up our treasures in heaven. He took a wife, or
someone else’s wife and called her his own. In short, he behaved a lot like the
emperor had before he’d been killed, and all of us in the quarters began to
suspect that we might want to get around to finishing him off before we did
anything too drastic. We watched the storm from the window in our night gowns.
like a beautiful flower
ReplyDeletethat blooms in the spring
the soul of a child
is a delicate thing.
teach them truth
and teach them to pray
so they will have wisdom
to guide their way.