I watched as a man left his house ten minutes after his
wife, and then walked next door where he was greeted by someone who could only
have been his mistress, and the two of them disappeared into the house, which
was solid sand beyond the windows, and so I could only guess at what went on
there. But I began to see, just by watching them, that these tiny creatures
weren’t really so different from you and
I. One of them rammed his car into another’s along the street, and after
getting out, and making sure no one was watching, he drove away without leaving
a note or anything, driving faster now into the honey combed streets of sand.
The afternoon sun was now high in the sky, and I was beginning to sweat,
peering over that city, casting a shadow they surely must have noticed over
what appeared to be the financial district. No one seemed to care. Not one of
them looked up into the sky, all too intent on the hustle and bustle below.
I could see after a while why the artist might have left,
why he might have wandered to some other part of the beach, maybe to peer at
some shells, or toss a star fish back in the water. Put his gaze on something
different then these curious creatures so like people you meet on the street
every day, only miniature, and living at the edge of a disaster they didn’t see
coming. I can tell you straight out that I still hadn’t gotten the metaphor by
that point, she said.
She was sexy, long legged and bony, with small dark circles
under her eyes that gave her a movie star’s bedraggled look.
I’m sorry this is taking so long, she said. But really, it
was this night that changed my life. Anyhow, the day wore on, and I decided to
go in search of the artist, to trust that no harm would come to that small town
of industrious people, and I walked down towards the beach where that pile of
kelp lay that the sea gulls had been pecking away at all day. And I as I got
closer the monstrous stench of the thing nearly overwhelmed me, and I held my
nose as I approached, sending a pack of three gulls scurrying away, not quite
committing to flight. It was at that point that I saw the gulls hadn’t been
pecking away at a pile of kelp all day but at a body, a black and bloated body,
turned over on its side, facing away from me.
I’d forgotten by this point, all about the people in the
city, and being in the middle of this place I looked around again for someone,
only then remembering the artist, the artist who had perhaps done this and then
made the people and the castle and run perhaps as a sort of penance. One could
imagine such a thing. And I can tell you that though I didn’t want to walk
around and see the bodies face, for I was sure that it would be bloated beyond
belief and perhaps eyeless, so long had the gulls been at work on it, but a
nagging feeling told me that I should. And I stepped around, sending a few
squawkers off into the distance, winging towards the now distant sun, beyond
dark cliffs holding black trees hostage or perhaps the other way around, and I
saw my own eyeless face starting back at me. And I screamed.
It was at this point that I woke up from whatever had happened
to me and discovered that the guy I’d arrived with had left, that the whole
house was empty, everyone gone. And I knew what I had to do. I went and picked
up my clothes from wherever they’d been thrown. I didn’t go searching for any
of the lost right away. I understood in a flash, what my dream or vision was
trying to tell me, and I accepted Jesus into my heart that very night, and I
haven’t doubted Him ever since.
Truth or satire?
ReplyDeleteFiction, right? Contextually it's the truth. For the listener, as for the reader, the interpretation is left open ended as to whether she's an idiot or has experienced a legitimate spiritual vision. I'd say the interpretation is largely dependent on the beliefs that a person brings to it. Isn't it always?
ReplyDeletebony, with dark circles under her eyes...sounds like lindsay lohan or kristen stewart or one of many
ReplyDeleteyoung actresses who have succumbed to fame..
is legitimate spiritual vision like legitimate
rape????
everything is possible
if we truly believe
there are miracles and blessings
that we can receive.